Three weeks ago I’ve learned that I’m pregnant and my pregnancy will be tougher as compared with the first one. I’m happy and at the same time confused… and honestly confusion should be the last thing that I should be feeling right now. It’s not healthy and very unfair to my unborn child. I promised myself that I before I have my second baby I will be mentally, emotionally and most importantly financially prepared. But I guess there’s never a right time… because every moment is a right time for Him.

Maybe, I just want to be assured that everything will be alright… that I have nothing to worry… that he will take care of everything.